Falling

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I’m falling apart

at the seams

it is a slow process

that sometimes

doesn’t exist because

I feel normal, complete, successful

then

I have a day where I want to do so much

I have planned this to do or that to enjoy

and NOTHING gets done

because I am falling

apart

And then

I am not and I get things done that I never thought I would

And then

I fall again

because the dishes are half done

the laundry is sour

there are crafty items everywhere

&

I cannot even complete a conversation with a friend

because

I’m falling apart

loosing a grip

shaking with anticipation of the next thing that my mind tells my body to do

willing my mind to focus but so unable to complete anything

making those around me go crazy

because I am crazy

and

I’m falling apart

 

 

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